Today is 1 year and 11 months since I lost my mom. It seems weird to think that it’ll almost be 2 years. It feels like days but also years since I lost her. It is kind of funny that each month around the 19th I get into this funk. I normally don’t keep track of days (at least I didn’t when I wasn’t working) so I never realized that it was this day of the month, but I never forget.
I miss her so much. It’s so hard going through all the new and big changes in my life and not being able to share them with her. I’m blessed to have family and friends that I can share them with, but I’ll always miss sharing them with her. No one can ever take her place or fill the hole in my heart.